The beautiful promise that comes with a Christ filled life is that He will not leave us where we are. He who has called you will work in you. You need only be still. Listen for His guidance, and stop trying to do all the work yourself. The race to obtain perfection is one that Jesus conquered for us. We are trapped in a web of self reliance when we try to run the race of perfection alone. Let Christ guide you through. He will untangle your past and weave hope into your future.
In Christ alone, our hope is found.